My greatest & only desire Lord is to live in perpetual & constant deep intimacy with You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don\u2019t want to teach it or expound it but always live it & experience it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am fragile & unstable because I always hop in & out with You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don\u2019t need the party or the crowd to satisfy; I need You Lord!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Only You can bring life & stability to my fragmented life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Only You can make every segment of my life while.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I need more of You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I need a deeper embrace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I need You to overwhelm me in every way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I need Your overshadowing that blocks out every other desire or pursuit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Only You are real; everything else is a shadow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everything else is a shadow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Make my heart only pursue after You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Make my heart never satisfied with the glitter & gold of earthly or ministry achievements.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
All are transient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Take me deeper Lord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Take me deeper still.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
My greatest & only desire Lord is to live in perpetual & constant deep intimacy with You. I don\u2019t want to teach it or expound it but always live it & experience it. I am fragile & unstable because I always hop in & out with You. I don\u2019t need the party or the crowd […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7380,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"off","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_uf_show_specific_survey":0,"_uf_disable_surveys":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5698","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-heartcry"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/Heartcry.png","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5698","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5698"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5698\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5700,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5698\/revisions\/5700"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7380"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5698"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5698"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5698"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}