30 Pilgrim Reflections and Prayer

Day 30: O! Shut Up

Day 30: O! Shut Up

‘O! Shut up you babbler of the 21st century, you who are so easily satisfied with the promises and experiences of modern church preachers and postures. Why trouble me with your arrogant look wherein you think you have discovered some new revelation because some...

DAY 29: I Can’t

DAY 29: I Can’t

‘I’ve tried, but I’ve failed over and over again. I am tired of trying to conform. I can’t be true to myself if I keep trying to adapt to the world. I had desired to be like everyone else, but it seems clearer to me Lord, that You don’t expect me to be like everyone...

DAY 27: I ache

DAY 27: I ache

 ‘Lord, I ache for Your return. I ache from living in this world. I struggle between the need to be fruitful here and to do all that this world expects of me, and the longing to be with You. I see You in shadows now, but I can’t wait to see You in person. The...

DAY 25: I want You!

DAY 25: I want You!

‘To You Lord, I’ll be true. No matter what happens to me, I have crossed the line and cannot look back. It’s too late to begin to desire the shallow shadows of the old life. You’ve been teaching me the values of separation and seclusion, of listening and moving...

DAY 23: The Miracle

DAY 23: The Miracle

‘Lord, this is exciting to see that Your life is really what is within me and that I am not responsible for my life, but Christ who lives in me. The joy of finding afresh this revelation is unexplainable. So my job is to give You space to live out Your life through me...

DAY 22: You’re Here

DAY 22: You’re Here

‘Lord, it’s so good to know that You’re the “very present help.” It’s good to know that I cannot fall beyond Your reach. It’s so good to know that my pains, loneliness, hurts and disappointments are not new to You. It’s good to know that You’ve been here before me and...